It's the 3rd of DECEMBER. What?! How. I cannot understand this. 2009 is almost over and that is very bittersweet. This has been a revelational year for sure. I have changed SO much.. all the drama of the past is gone and I'm making sure it never returns. The beginning of the year started off rocky, but the latter part I wouldn't trade for anything. I've learned a lot about myself, the joy of being surrounded by inspiring, positive people and being taught life lessons from some of the most successful people in the industry. I've discovered so many strengths I didn't even know I had, I also discovered the beauty in loving people for just the way they are and not trying to change anyone or anything. Every person in my life has a unique quality and most of us are absolutely nothing alike minus a few of the same interests, but I've come to find that I like that better. I guess I've spent such a majority of my life being taught that everything should be one way, and to always be on a one track mind that I had to teach myself that way doesn't work for me. I know I've hurt a lot of people along the way, and I want them to know how sorry I am but it was something I had to go through to get to the point where I am now.
I am stoked for 2010! So many things are coming I can feel it... I have to remind myself everyday that patience is a virtue and bless God's heart he keeps trying to teach me that and I just don't get it. I will get it. I am getting better by the day. He knows how much I love surprises, and I've had quite a few this year.... I cannot wait to see what's in store for next year. For the first time in my life I'm starting to see my dreams go both ways, and I'm not sure if they really are, or if it's out of fear. I've never been so full of fear, I've got to step back and let him take the lead. When I do that, everything will work out and it will be fine.
Alas, I must go to the gym and get my cardio on.. I need to run off the stress anyway. To all of my beautiful friends (and 3 followers, woo hoo! movin' up in the world.) Have an amaaaazing day!
❤ ❤ ❤ Alwaysss
LK
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