I'm sure everyone who's reading this knows me some way or another... but if not I'll give you a brief summary. I'm Lauren. I'm 22 (geez I hate to admit that). I'm a SENIOR at O'More College majoring in fashion design. I'm not in to design as much as I was when I started the program, I've found myself to be more into the marketing/business side of the industry. I have also come to find that I have a great interest in the entertainment industry. I currently work for a wardrobe stylist and it's definitely a God-given position. I'm a different shade of grey everyday. I say that because there are so many tones to my personality. I'm highly organized, I love to work, and sometimes I feel like I'm 40 because I go to bed at 11pm... but I'm also 22.. I love to have fun and be goofy with my friends.
I decided to start blogging again because there is SO much going on in my life right now. Sometimes I can feel the days slipping away, and I look back and think "wow what DID i do that day!?" Yet, I am learning so much, and at the end of each day I feel very accomplished. So, this blog is to help me document the events that occur during "the prime of my life." (I'm still not convinced I'm at my "prime," but I guess we'll see.)
August 10, 2009. First off, today was HOT. Literally. But I doubt anyone really cares about that. It's been a day of chaos. I have been in a state of "jet-lag" today! Under normal circumstances a person who has traveled a great distance would be feeling this, however, someone who has been in the state of TN since May should NOT. J and I worked on returning un-used merch from the commercial shoot and documenting all the receipts. Jealous? I know. :) That took up most of my day, until I realized it was 4pm and it felt like 1. Crazy how that happens.
Tonight I passed 3 car accidents on my way home from Nashville. It's been 2 years since both of my accidents, yet whenever I see people in that situation my hands get cold, my stomach becomes knotted and it takes me back. Not my favorite thing to remember. I decided I needed something to calm my nerves so Jenny (my Jeep Grand Cherokee) found her way to dtf 5 points and I got a venti iced green tea. For about an hour tonight, Starbucks was quiet. Not only quiet, it was quaint... cozy... just like I remember it from when I was in high school. It was a nice change from all of the 12 year olds and old, stuffy men talking about different ways to incorporate strength in to their golf swing. OR better yet, the old women who talk about the barista that didn't make their coffee fast enough, and OMG they used 1% milk instead of non-fat!
Ok, thats exaggeration... well, maybe a little bit of truth.
My head has been out of the game lately, not something that occurs very often. Handing new situations when it comes to my personal life is never an easy thing. I think the Lord is trying to tell me something because he keeps putting me in situations where I tend to look like a really insane loser. To be honest, it was a misunderstanding to begin with, but now that I cleared it up, it still exists, but not as a misunderstanding. Are you completely confused now? Well, don't feel bad, so is that person. I cleared it up, but I haven't exactly found out how to un-confuse them? Or if it's even necessary? This is what life is like as an over-analytical thinker.. I think I'll just drop it, and let things work out on their own. At the end of the day thats how it's going to be anyway, so I'll just save myself the trouble.
Well, thats about all I've got for today. Tomorrow will be a great day! Goodnight all! lovelovelove.
La
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