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Venting. Phase one starts now.

I am so annoyed with the lack of effort some people put in to friendship. (To all of my close friends/school friends/relatives, I am not referring to you :))) Friendship is a 2 way street. Being someone's friend doesn't mean talking to them once in a while, it's an investment. Acquaintances are different, those are people you see from time to time and talk to on occasion. But in a friendship when one person does all the contacting, all the talking, and puts all the effort into maintaining a "friendship" with the other person, HELLO that is NOT friendship! It just makes me so mad that some "people" don't get that. BUH. Frustrations. I'm over it, totally and completely over it. If and when they decide they want to be friends, they can come to me. Long distance friendships suck, but they suck even more when it feels like there's nothing worth investing your time in.

At the end of the day, lovelovelove.

LK

Don't stop believin'

I LOVE GLEE! Oh. It is the cutest show! I've watched it off and on through out season 1, but now I'm wishing I had watched the entire season. Thank God for TV on DVD... I will catch up before season 2. At first I thought it was really cheesy... then I got in to the characters and it's so good!





I find it odd that when you're young, you spend a majority of your life being 110% cheesy and not knowing it. Then you hit 16 and decide you're going to try to be cool, which results in uber-cheesiness, THEN when you hit your early 20's being cheesy becomes a lifestyle and ironically it's okay. I feel more like a 10 year old these day then I did when I was actually 10. Carefree is becoming easier, minus all the responsibilities and the hidden fear behind my exterior of failure. The jump was supposed to be the scariest part... but any sky diver will tell you is the absolute scariest part is not being completely confident that your parachute will function correctly. The complete rush of diving in to a pool of air with nothing but you, yourself, and...you... is compelling and you get so excited about the fact that you just jumped, that you forget if you're not prepared you're going to land face first and potentially break every bone in your body. That, my friends, is the scariest point. I'm in. I'm here. But am I prepared for what's to happen next. I guess that's the beauty of faith.




LoveLoveLove
LK

*Lets run a muck through Grand Central unhurt and unbroken, like we never felt a thing*

It is clear, then, that wisdom is knowledge having to do with certain principles and causes. But now, since it is this knowledge that we are seeking, we must consider the following point: of what kind of principles and of what kind of causes is wisdom the knowledge? (Aristotle, 340BC)

There's a little bit more of life to come...

I can't believe it's already November 21... I don't know where this semester has gone... I don't feel like I've accomplished anything. Well, that's not really fair, I've accomplished a lot, but nothing scholastic. Although it has been a great semester for social activity.

I have been so unmotivated with school work I cannot even handle it! This is the first time in MY LIFE I have an assignment due in less than 48 hours and it is not completed. I'll be working non-stop tomorrow. I'm so ready for Christmas vacation! Twinkle lights, Christmas Trees, Peppermint white mochas, Opryland, sales, sales, salessss and Christmas Music!!!! Love it!

It's hard to wrap my head around the fact that this time next year, i WON'T be a student. Thinking about that makes my head spin... I could be in Nashville, New York, California, or some unknown! I feel like I should be planning? But the other 1/2 of me says to let things work themselves out.

In other news, my collection, buh... is not happenin'.... I have a great idea, and I'm super inspired, but something is just not working. I never dreamed I would hate the degree I was so passionate about getting. 3 MORE CLASSES! I'm a nerd but I'm super excited about taking business law next semester. WHO would have thought that the girl who couldn't wait to design and create would be most excited about her business law class? I am a class A example of the girl everyone thinks has it all together, and at the end of the day knows nothing. I never thought I'd be that girl. As much as I hate to admit how clueless I really am, I actually like not knowing where I'm going to be.

I've learned the beauty of my life is things that sparkle... people who dream, inspire and encourage... and clean, pure, organized, honest, truthful, positive attitudes. With everything bad comes something good and in the absolute worst times the only thing you think about is the happiest, most amazing moment, that is soon to follow.

Lovelovelove. Always.

LK